Re: Letting go of the past?
Okay I think I got it. When I took a pic at the Gym I think it dawned on me..I am starting to look dang good. So I am going to hit the weights even more dedicated than ever! Call me what you want but I am a Jack of all trades sort of. A Gym rat, Club Rat, Bar Fly, Tattoo Junkie, Workhorse, and Hipster. But working on the hipster part. Not too overboard. Anyway when this all pans out I will have a very interesting me.
But I think I get it. The scales are screwed up. Online women have ALL the power getting bombarded daily by dudes on their FB, POF, Tinder so you read a post and has like 20 dudes trying to get some. But at the Club? Dudes are mostly chilling man not the same. Guys have all the power in real life since girls will get hit on but it is easy to stand out. Maybe this is why I love real life vs Online world? Guys are afraid to approach so online is easier for them and women are far more selective whereas in-field it seems like I can pretty much own the Club and walk up to nearly any girl without a dude like nothing.
So I think I will focus on improving myself day by day and say what you will but I got tatted for women and women won't leave me alone about my tatts always grabbing for my shirt. That's exactly what I wanted. So I am going to overhaul this thing and try to finish in 2 years time. In the meantime keep sarging and spinning plates but yeah forget messaging them and who cares I got blocked? Not like she was talking to me anyway. It started with women but now I won't rest till I am a success in life and got a real good job waiting for me when I am ready to make the jump in a couple years. From rags to riches.
Anyways like you say the problem is "scarcity" mindset and mainframe. Basically all these dudes bombarding chicks online makes it harder to stand out so I am going to stop trying and start being more of a prick who speaks my mind. So dudes calling me a try hard on FB because I flattered the model. Anyway when you approach it is guaranteed talking 90% and free from other dudes so value vs online goes KABOOM. No wonder in-field I am making getting numbers look like candy, less competition and because tons of other hot chicks they are less resistent whereas online they think they are the Queen not to be triffled with. In real life guys have the power of selection where online women have the power. It's all a power game. Numbers don't lie! 40 HB numbers in-field vs 0 online and believe me I have tried and will keep trying.
When you let go of your feelings you can really then embrace your surroundings
Love is a game that's why I don't worry about it anymore. When you let go of your feelings you find your meaning.