There's this girl I really like and I also think she likes me too.
We met one year ago when she was doing an internship in the city I live in. She has returned to my home country ever since, but we have stayed in touch through Viber and Facebook and we write to each other regularly. We also always see each other whenever I go back home. So, you can say that we are sort of friends at this stage.
I hope I haven't misread her but I have the impression she liked me from the very beginning (from the way she was looking at me). She also chases me a lot I have to say: she's the one who writes first most of the time (and her messages are always sweet and warm), she really insists that we meet whenever I come back home, and she giggles non-stop whenever we speak on the phone or meet. Even now, she remembered the exact date I was coming back home and she immediately sent me a text to check on me and arrange for a meeting. Moreover, once we set the date and time, she sent me a text in the following terms "Yeaaaaaahhhh! Looking forward to seeing you! "
So, I am meeting her tomorrow. We spoke on the phone and she was really excited. The thing is that I am really tempted to kiss her (just because that's how passionate I feel about her). The problem is that she lives in my home country while I live abroad. I am really not interested in a long-distance relationship and I have always refrained from doing anything with her. I really don't want to lead her on but I also have this irrepressible urge to kiss her.
I actually picked a romantic venue for our next meeting. I would really love to kiss her and then walk together hand in hand I am not looking for sex or anything in particular. I just want to release this tension inside of me.
Now, if she feels the same, it should be fine. If not, I run the risk of ruining a friendship. What do you guys think? She could just be acting friendly and I am completely misinterpreting her behavior. The weirdest thing for me is the nervousness she has whenever we speak and the giggling. It definitely seems like an IOI to me.
That's a really tough call. I have been on dates with many girls this year and I have not felt the same level of passion as I have with that specific one. These kind of feelings are kind of rare.
Thanks in advance, mates!