Met a girl today. she's not hot but I have never had a relationship before not even sex. I'm 28. She's an hb5 with an hb8 body. Amazing body-like D cup. She was overtly showing herself off tome, especially when she leaned over with her cleavage. I just looked and feasted my eyes on it. I'm pretty sure she knew. She had seen me the day before and today came back even hotter so I went up to her and talked.
Got her number, no plans made (im still not there yet). This girl was super awkward and shy and uncomfortable (probably very insecure due to her average appearance). I don't care though- I would love to hook up with her and go out and not have any long term goals with her.
Is this an appropriate mindset- ie shes not my level but whatever, I just want to get it over with having sex with someone and know what its like to be intimate and in bed and doing all the things I fantasize.
I also feel like this will help me with confidence- ie I finally know hwat its all about. And will help me move forward.
What do you guys think? Or am I wrong to be with her?
i ask because Mark Manson says to go below your level or date someone you dont find attractive is desperation. This girl is not ugly-she's attractive enough. Also I want to apologize for my language- I dont mean to diminish women or disparage them. And I'm sorry for that. Just dont know how else to convey these points.