So I'm trying to get back with my ex. She moved away and we broke up but it was a good relationship. Recently she moved back and we hooked up, but I had to kick her out due to extenuating circumstances.
I went NC for a few weeks to get my bearings straight, and we talked and agreed we are best friends and have feelings for each other but she's going through a lot. We have been close friends since, cuddling during movies but that's about it. I posted stuff on fb of me with some girls during NC and she was super possessive over it, commenting and asking me about it when we met up again.
We went out to dinner last time we hung out and she had to stay at my place due to a visitor at her place (lives with siblings). I tried to use sexual tension to have her to sleep with me, lots of kino really, but it only ended up with us half naked and making out (wouldn't touch the willy). I talked about us doing things sexually, in a story-telling way that usually got her in the mood, but it pissed her off bc it would turn her on but she didn't want to be and was too obvious. I couldn't F-Close and tried the freeze out, but she took the freeze out as a time to relax and it didn't work. Long story short I ended up with some serious blue balls after feeling up a girl who is now my 'best friend.'
My phone was going off as she was leaving and she kept asking who it was. I told her I forgot that I had plans for later in the day with someone, and she kept reaming me until I admitted it was another girl. She said, "good, you need to get your rocks off somehow while I won't sleep with you." but didn't seem jealous at all.
What do I do? I want something with this chick again, and the sexual tension worked a little until it was too obvious and it backfired. It's her prerogative right now to not be in an exclusive relationship with me too,