I tried to break up with her and she made up with me
So my GF really farked up bad yesterday. I mean just utterly awful. You guys say I am the biggest drama queen on here but I think it is just I get in some really screwed up situations. And that people take me being dramatic in my positive state as a good thing but I can be rather dramatic when I am pissed off.
So yesterday she totally pissed me off. She tells me "yeah he just told me he wants a GF." Then she made out with this other guy she is dating in front of me. I should have left right then on the spot but I would have felt he won. So I stuck it through.
Then she ignores me all day, sits on the opposite side everywhere we go, won't warm up to me, won't come to me, but seems like she talks to everyone else and yet just doesn't talk to me.
Like WTF. So we hung out all day. Go to guy's house and tells me how "great" her date was with douchebag who took her on their first date at a strip club. I told her I have way too much class for that. So that really pissed me off I got thrown under the bus and all these dirty looks when I was trying to have fun. She was really killing my mood bad.
So then we go downtown and she tells some guy I am her BF but I am thinking what the hell you have been a bish to me all day. So I was pissed and felt the other guy really stole the show and sucked the momentum right out of my day. So I got fed and her telling me she wanted to sleep with her friend and then no cuddles so I was done. I told her she didn't like me, ignored me all day, that she was confusing me.
So I was pretty mad. And I pretty much ended it because I tried to make a point like don't freaking invite me to hang out if you don't like me and then play me in front some guy. Like done. And yet she texted me this morning and got back together with me but I hate my life so I am talking to her friends now. Next time her friend hits on me I am going for it because that happens a lot and I don't deserve being treated like that.
I thought for sure I would get Queen Bish this morning so I have no idea why she was being so meek all sorry. Like sure be sorry but I am just going to totally ditch her next time she plays me for guy in front of me and totally going for her friends now.
When you let go of your feelings you can really then embrace your surroundings
Love is a game that's why I don't worry about it anymore. When you let go of your feelings you find your meaning.