(TLDR at the bottom)
I haven't been posting much lately, but I've been reading the forums every once in a while. I even picked up a couple books. Not sure what's going on, but my game is straight up TRASH. I feel like I'm reverting back to the AFC I was just two years ago.
I've been very hesitant with escalating, even more so with approaches - day or night, on campus or off. My text game is also pretty trashy, but I blame the lack of new numbers. And that goes back to my lack of approaching.
As for the girls I've been seeing, they bore me.They REALLY bore me. Plus, they can give frosted flakes a run for their money. Strangely, I'm OK with them flaking. I have no problem with that because I don't mind erasing them from my life. It makes things easier in the future - less birthdays to keep track of
But on a more serious note, I know they flake because I'M doing something wrong. It's either my texting, which I've been doing very little of as opposed to when I was really into it, or it's my in-person game. Like I said, I'm very hesitant to escalate, flirt, etc. It's not that I fear rejection (I don't give a fark about it), it's probably the fact that I have it beaten into my head that I don't like, and refuse to, waste time.
I've also changed my entire view on everything I've learned. I read through some of my older posts and thought, "DAMN, THAT'S GOOD!" without recognizing it was ME who said and did those things. Past that, some of the advice I read on the forums from all of you to others makes me cringe. Not because it's bad; it's farking epic. It's just that I feel like it's too much or plain uncomfortable (step out of your comfort zone, blahblahblah).
What I think I need is to start ALL OVER. From the beginning. I have to dump out EVERYTHING I know and gain the knowledge back bit by bit. I've tried it a few times, but it never really worked out. I even went back to the newbie guide. Problem is, I know and have done all of those things. Approaching them again with a clear head would be a lot better, no doubt about it. Anyway, what do you guys suggest?
TLDR - I'm going back to AFC. Need to start over. How to dump what I know? Where to begin?