Ya know it really pisses me off sometimes that I have to work twice as hard as a natural to get the same results. I just don't get it sometimes. Tonight for instance, nothing went my way. I got stuck in a group of 4 women, two of.which were a lesbian couple.. and two other guys who were really good looking naturals. The 2 attractive single women were all eyes on these other guys and paid not a lick of attention to me all night.
I hate these situations, because all my social skills never matter when compared to raw good looks when all else is equal.. and I don't mean some good looking guy with no game. I mean a good looking guy with game.. I always lose out. The women just always seem to cooperate more in the conversations with then than they do with me. Where as I have to have the perfect, carefully crafted and tested DHV tale, and tell it exactly right or lose the pickup.. a natural could talk about the weather and chicks dig it as deep knowledge even if just as a means to kiss up to him. It pisses me off bad.
What pisses me off is I have to literally be a rock star, some larger than life figure, and have to work hard at maintaining that image in order to get beautiful women to have sex with me. When I see a lot of guys have to literally be completely stupid and fark shit up to not get laid.
To me, getting laid feels like a lot of effort compared to naturals still. I just wish I knew what it was I was still missing..