Had first date went well. Then couldn't get her to another one for few weeks (now I know she was still sorta with her old boyfriend). She parked at my house and we went out for the whole day right away.
After coming back SHE wanted to see the house and then we laid down on couch to watch a movie (her idea).
I started coming on to her she refused and asked to stop.
Then snowstorm started so she couldnt drive back home. She stayed over and wanted to sleep on the couch I refused so she was almost fully dressed and came to my bed.
All I got to do (it took so much effort) is make out with her and finger her. She wouldnt fuck.
Next date she also came to my house. Watched movie same way. Wouldnt do anything.
- I have much more feelings for her then she does and she knows that.
Another time she acted as a fucking idiot, called apologized and came over. This time we had sex. I came too fast (I think due to my emotional thing with her)
Few more times same thing happened (I didnt sexually satisfy her although she said this is not that important)
Then we went out to a party with a lot of friends (her idea) so they found out about our relationship. She felt cold so I was warming her up. She said I was too nice and she usually rides on one's neck in this situation. During the evening she was trying (implying) to buy her and expensive painting which I didnt.
She wouldnt go home with me that night and few more times that I wanted to see her. Excuses all the time like I want to sleep at home, want to take a bath want to do some work.... Although she lives with a roommate girl.
Today again same excuse - wouldnt want to see me BUT she already scheduled with me to go to 2 parties with lots of people we both know.
MY QUESTION IS:
What the FUCK is going on? if she sees someone on the side why would she publicize our relationship?
Some time in our conversation when I get too nice with her and express my feelings she says too fast everything is too fast that she is not there yet but trying to get there hard.