Theres this girl I have on my mind like crazy. We were close to having sex one night, talked about our feelings for each other and had a dramatic crazy falling out that kinda went public and the whole town knows about. Pretty much I got into a fight at a bar and she tried to break it up and got hurt as a result I got blamed for it. We finally talked again after 4 months, in those 4 months she admitted she hated me. During that talk I told her I wanted to put in effort to make it more serious. And I called her a couple times and brought up the idea of having dinner to which she said she'll have to find time in her work and school schedule.
Now here's where I think I messed up. One of my on and off again flings decided to go with me to a show downtown across the street from the bar we both happened to be at. Her best friend say us leave. I never thought much of it, but now everytime I see her out she seems cold and distant and just seems like she doesnt even want to talk to me or do our usual kiss. Every time I say we should hang she says she's too busy now. Tried to kiss her last night and she told me to leave her alone and called me asshole. Simply put she's treating me like a ex, and she makes me do AFC things lol.
Points To Note
1. We're both single and I think we cant get mad if the other hook up with other people because we arent official yet. How can I deal with possible jealousy on her end if we're not official.
2. I have been bedding and gaming numerous other women. And one crazy chick even made it known on my Facebook so I'm sure that blew my cover. Me and that chick are no longer talking.
3. Is she mad at me or just over me? What do you guys think, and should I just move on? I feel like shes the one but if it isnt meant to be I guess I have to accept it.
Please and thank you.