Iíve had sex just once in my life (with a whore by the way) and that was some weeks ago. I was afraid and didnít enjoy the experience as much as Iíd want. But that doesnít matter.
The thing is, after some harsh events I began to read some pickup artistís stuff and finally could manage myself to get a girl and now comes the deal: this Monday I had the chance to fuck her but she was so passive, staying there looking at me and waiting for me to kiss or touch her or whatever.
I fucked it up. I was too scared to do it, and I lost my chance and she went away angry. This is a hot babe and it looks like I still have a chance to have sex with her. Itíll be tomorrow and if I ruin it again I wonít be able to see myself in the mirror.
My question is: what should I do? Should I grab her and kiss her? Should I touch her in the shoulder, the waist, the ass? Should I be aggressive?
I feel embarrassed and like a pussy, and donít wanna be so. I could use some help.