It all stems that I have been gaming girls with boyfriends...or at least I find out they have boyfriends...gives me the hibbee jibees to learn that some people have no remorse and keep things hush hush.
This kind of thinking fucks with me mentally, and gets in the way of staying vulnerable. I have noticed one of the biggest flaws I have in my game is my vulnerability. I don't want to let these girls in...to the point where they can hurt me, I have been getting my main chick to say honest feedback about me. She says I have this wall up whenever things go really well, and she is right.
Gaming chicks with boyfriends doesn't help either...I unknowingly slept with a married woman once...that was well that. Another time I slept with a woman who was married but told me she wasn't really happy. Just comes down to morality. How do I spin this into a positive ?