I recently started mediating three weeks ago doing it consistently every day. I've been on two big night outs since then and what I've noticed is that my game (when I'm drunk in a club) seems to have suffered significantly. I just seem to find myself trapped in some old hang ups and negative thinking (to do with having difficulty pulling girls), and trying to break through a barrier. I know meditation is meant to improve inner game so I'm surprised by what's happened, it seems to have made my game far worse for now.
One theory could be that meditation brings about inner purification and, as such, the reason I am like this is due to inner purification clearing out my old negative thoughts and hang ups (from the past) from my system. However, that is purely a theory of mine, I do not know. Any ideas?
Has anyone else experienced this when they first started meditating?