4 year toxic relationship hit a brick wall and spilled hazardous waste all over the place (I usually talk highly about it, but that's kind of the truth). Depressed, lonely, extremely beta, and didn't know what the fuck to do with all the hot girls at my college. Watching my friends bang new hot freshman girls left and right while I just kinda watched, possibly drunkenly encountering one hammered girl a semester that comes home with me while I scratched her back until she went to sleep.. literally not even banging her, one time a girl talked about her ex boyfriend and how awesome he was while I scratched her back til she fell asleep and I thought I was doing something right LOL.
I believe I searched online randomly how to get girls, and came across some pua type culture stuff. Read a few articles and started improving... was addicted ever since. That first weekend I read some stuff about self confidence and having fun. I will never fucking forget. I was the absolute shit that weekend. Didn't get laid, didn't talk to girls, but for once I felt fucking good about myself and was not just laughed at and called weird by everyone like I have for my entire life. Been improving ever since.
3 years later now I am a pickup instructor, and run my own business along with giving mental health therapy to suicidal teens, schizophrenic patients, and Alzheimer patients. I am happy as shit for once in my life, and learn more everyday.
I wrote about what got me in the game of teaching pick up here in my blog
What got me in The Game | The Lifestyle Bible
What got you in the game? What's your motivation to learn?