So I first began visiting these sites out of loneliness a few years back when my ex broke up with me and my cousin referred me to a website.
At the time I had a car, a job, music equipment and was always making music or DJing.the information I learned in just a few months helped me get my last girlfriend who I was very in love with (and vice versa). The problem is I had a drug problem she didn't know about until a couple months in and from then on it was up and down for a year or so even though I could tell we both really wanted to make it work.
The last Sex I've had was Valentine's Day 2013 before she broke up with me. In the process of dealing with my substance abuse problem I've gained a lot of weight and lost the my creativity along with most of my equipment (my music being my primary source of confidence)
I'm sick of how life has been the last three years. Any suggestions where to even start over again from this now much less confident state?