Thanks for the answer. When I think about it, I've been single for 7 months after 5 years of relationship + 6 months of dating another, had a couple of one nights before. I wasnt interested in woman until i was 22 years old and got a gf.
I've found i can get ''too hard or needy'' or excited about women.... yet I don't get really attracted to them emotionally but just physically. So I need to calm down, I am surrounded by gorgeous (10hb) and nice one, who feels confortable with me.... but I am so clueless sometimes to human interactions.
For this woman, I'll see what happens on friday, no expections (works always better like that) and see what happens.
For the point 2: I probably when to hard too fast ( all the kissing and holding hands) like i pushed on her... we are around 30's now so we should be more direct and less ''public''
Thank you, the inner game of confidence... knowing where i am, what i want is all there.... now just need to control my excitement and understanding of girls