I won't say what it is on here, but I will tell you in private if you care.
I realized that this is what fucks with my inner game and it's the reason I'm taking "baby steps," instead of big leaps and why I'm hesitant to be as social as I would like to be.
I made a fake last name on FaceBook just so they won't know before I'm ready to tell them. And I'm going to legally change my last name, but I have to wait until 2022 to do so.
I feel like they will think this one event defines me. I'm not sure if I feel that way about myself or