I posted a while back guys about a situation that I was in. Basically I always played it cool with women, I would typically not let my feelings get involved, and a few months ago I met someone who I clicked with... I farked up.. I let my guard down and allowed myself to have feelings for her knowing she was leaving about 4 months after we met... she was really into me but somehow kept herself from falling probably due to the fact that she knew she was leaving to move to the west coast but she just stayed in it I guess because she wanted to see shred it could go.
I am still Hung up on her after 7 weeks and having dated a bunch of women and slept with 2 since.. I figured getting laid would help - but it didn't.
Her parents didn't like me (especially her mom) because I am white and they are traditional asians. She told me she couldn't promise me anything when she moved because she "might meet someone better"... that hurt badly..
Add to the fact her sexual partner number was pretty farkin high for someone who claimed to have a low sex drive even though 2 months before me she was hooking up with a married couple for fun.. I know I am a idiot please don't remind me of that.. I just don't know why she won't leave my head.. its like I want her back but I don't and I know that won't happen. We don't talk anymore and when I broke up with her it was an easy break up. She barely cried and she didn't really bother to contact me after we went our separate ways..
It's like the whole time we were together she was never into me as much as the guy before me that which she admitted when I asked her... and that farking made me so jealous.. I didn't show it other than me walking away.
I have dated and had sex since but I still can't shake it ...
So I ask.... how does a pro handle this kind of heartbeat other than not being in this situation at all??
The thing is she had a pretty face but is short with no ass and a lil on the chunky side... and the girl.I hooked up with recently was pretty but with a great body..
I know this is a long confusing post but I ak trying to paint a perfectly clear and honest picture.
Any advice is greatly appreciative..-big beech.