We were seeing eachother kind of but spent most of our time talking on the phone for 2 months. She broke it off a month ago saying she didn't want a boyfriend and she just come out of a 7 year relationship. She would call all the time but recently stopped.
Last I had was a txt from her last week talking about the job we work at. I asked her what she really thought about us on monday because I was tired of things. I came on strong and told how "we shouldn't let it go" She said "I'm not letting it go, but this is early still"
She said to me she doesn't know what or who she wants and that if she had a relationship now it wouldn't last long.
I txt her to meet me to go to work today and she ignored it. I arrived at work and she wasn't there till late but I caught her at the end of the night(went out my way to find her) she embraced me and smiled(she hugs alot of ppl though) and looked nervous probably because she was guilty for ignoring me. I asked her what time she got here and she said late and that she was at her friend house.
Her eyes were watering so much, she smiling at me it look like she was gonna cry.
I looked in hers and I felt emotional and really nervous, she said she had to go so I walked off and told her to take care, she said she would call me but don't think she meant it.
She looked like she wondered why I never hugged her again but I didn't want to smother her and kept a bit of distance. She was really teary eyed. What could it mean?