So when I first met this girl about two years ago, i remember that night and how i could do no wrong, everything i said seemed to be the right thing.I made her laugh poked a little fun at her and even took her from the horde of surrounding guy freinds that were so eager to make a move but diddnt have the balls. So at the end of the night i asked for her phone number.She gave me her number and and texted me the next day eager to talk to me, which was a bit refreshing I must say. So we went on to date from about march to just before summer, when we had a stupid argument of her not wanting to kiss me in front of her parents, which seemed strange to me because when alone we were touchy and comfortable. Anyway I got pissed and just walked out and stopped answering calls however im not sure but i think she acted like this because I declined when she told me she wanted a long term relationship, mainly because i only knew her for like four weeks at that point.Anyway, after the summer she asked a mutual freind to give me her number and to contact her. So I did and we made up. but shortly after that in about october we got into another argument because she said she wanted to be freinds, which had shocked me and honestly worried me.
Again I self destructed and did what I knew best. I lashed out and told her I would never call her again and how I was done with her blah blah whatever.
However now I have noticed after dating a few girls that I honestly didnt care anything for or about them, it was simply they were hot and I was a guy. But it was different with this girl because we connected on many levels.now I want to get her back and have a relationship but dont know how after a year of no communication with an exception of me denying her attempt about a week after the argument. I aslo dont know how to go about it being that she is in her sophmore year of college and I am still in my senior year of highschool, so what should i do? It seems that I cant get in contact if i wanted to because pretty much all the people that know us both either havent stayed in contact with her or simply hate me, and i am not much of the Facebook type. What should I do?