Tonight Guys, my faith in the PUA world was rocked and it all started off like this.
I broke up with my girlfriend in sight of the PUA prize and it was going great. I didn't get many kiss closes but I did get a few numbers but generally I got a lot of people involved in my life. And 2 days ago I met an awesome sexy girl who was a friend of a friend. We hit it off straight away and all these IOIs were thrown my way. We were cuddled up with one another, playing games on my phone, asking deep questions, touching each other.etc. Through out all this however I knew she had a boyfriend for 3 years. This didn't faze me and I really felt I had a chance with this girl.
Anyway, last night we met with our group of friends and had a cool chilled out cuddly night together. But as soon as I walked her home, and tried my move at kissing her. She stopped me. I knew in that moment, that it wasn't just my game that was maybe shit, but it was the fact she had this boyfriend who she was so faithful to. It destroyed me inside. I had tried hitting on a girl who was faithful, something my girlfriend wasn't to me. So I went out with a few other guys, and the night crumbled away. My approaches just weren't coming in right, my conversation skills suddenly lacked and I felt weak in my conviction.
Tonight I learnt something truly important. I learnt that the game is great, but if played wrongly, you can lose yourself in the process. Karma bit my ass tonight, and she is relentless. She will not give a shit about you if you mess her around. Learn to respect her and she will respect you.
Tonight was one epic fail, i feel shit