hi guys. I'm sorry that my post is so long, but i feel that i need to give as much info as possible to get the best answer possible. I am very inexperienced with girls so i would appreciate advice from more experienced people.
so I am taking this acting class. my scene partner was this hot girl. her face, not so much, but smoking body. so to practice we were supposed to meet and i was about 40 minutes late because the bus came late. by the time i got there, she had already left. i emailed her and asked her to meet with me some other time and she said she is not doing this with me anymore because i have given her such short notice and there is no way she can memorize all those lines and I didnt show up as promised. I apologized over email but she said she is not going to do the scene with me.
So this was last week. I asked some puas how i should behave around her in class and they said be cool and pretend nothing has happened. so today was the first time i saw her after our little disagreement and I followed that advice, pretend nothing is wrong.
so I went to the class and it was too early, the teacher wasnt there yet.
she and this other guy were in the classroom. I walked in and said hi to both of them and then sat down. I sat in the very back and the girl was sitting like 3 rows ahead of me, one row to the left. so this guy came up to me and said "can you practice my lines with me?" and he gave me his script. I was reading his lines with him and I could see that occasionally the girl would turn around and look...
then here is the bad part. we got a break and while everybody was gone, i was talking to the teacher about how i dont have a partner. then she walked in. Then the teacher said "dont be such a pussy, pick someone" and i said "i dont know how to pick, can you pick for me?" then he picked someone. and she heard all that.
then class was over and i saw her at the bus stop. I asked "have you had a acting class before?" she said no. so i said "you were really good up there. your character sounded so real" or something like that. and then i said "the only thing is your partner needs to be louder, i couldnt hear"
then she said "ya, sorry i couldnt practice with you, if you had called me to let me know that you would be late..."
i tried to avoid the subject, i said "no, i am saying your partner needs to be louder, because i couldnt hear"
then the bus came and she left. I sensed a feeling of guilt in her.
now i am wondering
1) how did i do? should i have ignored her at the bus stop?
2) The scene partner that the teacher picked for me sucks. she is too quiet and she cant memorize more than 2 lines, which means my scene is going to suck. the hot girl is much better. I would prefer to do my scene with her and there is nothing sexual to this. should i email her and tell her "you know, i already have a partner but if you want, we can still try." or is this going to make me look needy?
3) what should i do? at this point i dont know what to do the next time i see her.
4) I wasnt sure how to respond to an apology. so i tried to avoid the subject and talk about something else. is it better if i say "it's ok, i know you have other things going on in your life, so no big deal" or "your loss" or ?? how do you respond to an apology??