So I am new at this and I would love some guidance.
I have always gotten nervous in social situations. I have always been the guy that has been broken up with. Purely out of lack of confidence in finding someone else, and being made fun of when I was younger. I now seem like the social guy, but this is all an illusion.
I work out, and dress nicely, but I am lacking in the confidence. I began reading several books that have completely changed the way I think which brings me here, now.
I have read "Penetrating the Game of the Pick-up Artist", "The Art of Seduction", "Alpha Male". I am reading "Introducing NLP", "Influencing", and the "48 Laws of Power". These books are changing my life.
I still talk to much due to obvious insecurity which kills the "mysterious" factor of my game. I also am a little Btch in the aspect of lingering around girls.
My goals are to gain the "I don't give a Fck" attitude, while working on my layer of mystery.
I find myself wanting to constantly talk due to my immediate feelings, while caring too much about others judgement.
Please give me feedback on what I can do. Starting points, other books I can read. Maybe some workshops and wingman in Tucson. I am an open book, so give ideas and advice.