My name is Rico, I'm from the netherlands.
I've really increased my game in the last 2 years, I started working out. Dressed better. Had a huge boost of confidence, lost my virginity and well, it's all because of one girl I fell in love with years ago.
I've tried everything I could to forget her the past 3 years.
I've tried getting with another girl, but none get past the first date. I've slept with 13 women since then, I can't even look myself in the eye afterwards.
And now I met her again, I'm sold. This is the girl I want to spend the rest of my life with.
I'm not putting her on a pedestal, it's just that other women up 'till now have just been inferior to her. I see her as a true equal...
So, how would one go about something like this? She knows, since I tried to get with her when she was in a "temporary" break up with her boyfriend, one orchestrated by me (no, that she does not know)
I'm going crazy, and I need help from expers, my own experience here doesn't cut it.