So theres thi s girl ive been talking to for months /:
im heartbroken I tried to kill myself ( slit my wrist didnt hit the vein )
she still loves me she says she does but she told me she fell for her friend and there together and she wants honesty with him.. She's had boyfriends in the past but it never changed anything between us we still had sex etc love you etc
she acts distant but occasionly throughout the day she'll text me calling me babe hun and etc.. But is relucent to say i love you.. And today she told me she wants to be friends.. the conversation started off like: " Babe I went swimming today! " I was like : did you have fun? ' She was liek yes. " blah blah then next she's like: " can we be strictly friends? ' I said I can't do that. /: ' she asked me to think about it.. i replied.. ' Be freinds with the girl I love? The one i've been crying over these last days? The one that can make me smile without even trying? " The most beutiful girl I've ever loved? ' etc..
She said I guess you made up your mind.. <'3 goodbye.. Ibut it didn't end with a goodbye.. What can I do? I love her so much I can live without her/: if i cant get her back i'm afraid next time i wont pull through. /: If yall need more info let me know...