So in the past iv had a couple girls i wanted to be mine, when i meet a chick i think would be great as a girlfriend, i develope oneitus and i surely fark everything up. I met a chick at the park(she came over and sat on the bench next to me filling a job app) and got into hanging out. that night i found out she was already was a friend on my facebook, and she dated one of my buddys, so we had the funniest convo like 200 messages long, talked about everything while negging the sh1t outta each other. thats why im so attracted to her right now, she makes me feel like shes impossible to get, and the chase went on. she came back to downtown for a day 2, and it was the most awkward time haha, she brought her friend, and i had my friend. we didnt connect at all. just negging and bein hella cocky. so that night ended and nothing progresed. at this point in the game im not bothered at all by awkwardness, i got over the horror of it finaly and i actualy enjoy it. being awkward just happens because your not connecting on the same frequency someone else is at. so it didnt discourage me. the next day i called her up and asked "want to be awkward again?" and she laughed and said she would. so i picked her up at her house. and the rest of the night was something out of a movie. HUGE connection between us. talked about everything. ended up back at my house and we made out and layed in bed in each others arms tell the sun light came up i didnt have sex with her. that ruins all respect i have towards a women. I always think about the girl, always wanting to call her, talk to her on facebook. and get nervous say stupid dhv sh1t. i dont want to fark anything up. which makes me fark up, i called her twice the past to days to hang out, and she says shes busy or working so i said next week on a nice day im going on a hike she said she would be down to come so hopefully spend somemore time with her then, im sencing some buyers remorse maybe. things moved to fast it felt like. it feels like weve known each other for months now. As of right now, im think im good. im not sure on the right steps to progress now because i never really have gotten this far. how should i continue?