It has been five days since I broke up with my ex and I am still trying to forget her. I have this sinking feeling in my chest, that keeps me in a depressed mood and from falling asleep. I am not sure what to do next, please help me decide...
Here is what happened: We got into an argument last week and she went back to her place. Later that night she went out with a group of our friends, without telling me. My friend told me that someone told him that they saw her making out with a random dude who was buying her drinks... After I found out I ended our relationship on FB, and immediately deleted all of our pics on Facebook and blocked her Facebook and her number.
My heart was broken and I suffered for the first two days because me and this girl really loved each other and pretty much lived together and did everything together. A few days later though it really felt like I got over her, until today when I kind of cheated with the freeze and looked at her Facebook from a different account. She posted something like "whatever is true will always find its place" and "I wish we could just get away and start all over". Again, my chest sank and now I can't get this girl out of my head. Then at 3 AM last night I get a call, from her roommate asking me to call her, I replied by asking him not to call me anymore.
Yet still I can't get this girl out of my mind. I worked out, went shopping, jogged, but I keep thinking that I made a mistake and rushed with the break up and we should have at least had a conversation. What she did remains wrong, but is it to late for a talk or should I just swallow the pain and keep moving on?
Please, give me advice.