First post ever, so go easy on me if I say something I shouldn't.
So my GF of 1 Year broke up with me 4 months ago because she didn't feel "In-Love", she said relationship was boring. We got along really well almost never fought. I never played games with this girl, I was always myself and I feel like she made me want to be a better guy. I was pretty broken up about it. I've read that there should be more drama in a relationship to keep it interesting. I've determined that the relationship was a little too one sided, and I should have fought for what I wanted more. But either way...
The worst part is that she lives literally 1 house away from me (I lived there first and she moved in next door, even after I told her it was a bad idea.) We don't really run into each other though since we are on opposite streets and drive opposite directions for work, but my buildings laundry room looks right at her kitchen window.
I told myself I would just move on and try and improve myself and if she wanted to come back I would just wait for her to make a move since she broke up with me. After about a month I was doing a lot better, was dating a new girl, interested in another. But neither of those really worked out, then I ran into the ex. It was difficult but I was ok. A few weeks later I ran into her again, and she was really flirty and telling me about how tough a time she has been having. I was dressed up in some nice new clothes, and out with a bunch of fun guy friends. This was over a month ago, and I haven't been able to move on again. Every time I leave the house I'm hoping that I will run into her. I messaged her a little bit a week or so ago after I walked by her and she looked at me and and i just kept walking. I apologized for blowing her off since I was in a hurry to meet up with some people and she said she didn't deserve an apology, and that it was really nice of me to text her. blah blah blah small talk. Goodnight
Should I contact her and try and start something up again? She seemed like she felt bad for breaking up with me in her texts, but she hasn't made any attempt to contact me. Its so hard to let her go, when I walk by her house every day, but we don't really run into each other. Part of me thinks I should play it cool, try and forget about her and don't look at her window when i walk by. But part of me wants to just talk to her and see where she is at and maybe then it will be easier to move on if she's not interested.
Sorry for the novel, and thanks for the advice guys!