My ex girlfriend and I have been together for about 4 years. I'm in my early 30's and she is in her upper 20's. During that 4 years we have broken up 3 different times. Never for more than a few months. Oh yeah, she always initiated the breakups. We've been back together for 2 years now. We lived together for over a year and talked about getting married and starting a family. She has had a rough life and has some emotional issues. I have helped her with bills and in other ways over the years. She always told me how much she loved me and I felt that I was good to her.
About 3 weeks ago we had plans to spend the day together on my day off. The night before she told me she had to do some things with her mom in the morning which isn't unusual. Too make a long story short she had blown me off that day. Being through this in the past with her, I knew what this meant.
I didn't contact her and she didn't contact me. A week later was my birthday. She texted me Happy Birthday at midnight and I replied thank you. I returned to no contact. Two weeks later I decided to send her a text in the morning. All I said was I hope you have a nice day. She replied that she is having a pretty good day and she was at the store. I told her to have fun and the texts stopped. A few hours later she started texting me about her new job and that her mom still has my b-day gifts and she wants to give them to me. Thats the last I heard of her. That was yesterday. She is still good friends with my cousin who is a girl. I know they are hanging out tonight.
I'm just kinda lost. Any opinions or advise. I really miss her.