Re: Help, dont know where to go from here on getting back X
Her mentioning birth control was a giant shit-test. At least you're starting to educate yourself and you're starting to recognize them for what they are. This isn't going to be easy...
The best thing you can do is get out and talk to as many women as possible. Keep practicing and focus on trying to get a number or a kiss close. It will boost your self-esteem and make you're future converstions with your ex that much easier.
You're doing great if you can even manage to get yourself out of the house while your hurting like this. Give yourself a pat on the back! Make her chase you from here on out. Don't respond to her texts or phone-calls right away. You know better and you know it's destroying your chances with her so stop!
“The great mistake is to anticipate the outcome of the engagement; you ought not to be thinking of whether it ends in victory or defeat. Let nature take its course, and your tools will strike at the right moment.” -Bruce Lee