For those of you that already know my story, I have just got back from the wedding in which my ex and I were in. For those of you that don't, She broke up with me two months ago when we were already going to be in a wedding together. I am pleased to say that it couldn't have been much better. Hopefully I can keep this story short.
Well it started out at the groomsmen dinner, I got there first and was nervous as all hell. She came and it was clear that she was way more nervous than I was. It honestly looked like she was going to cry the entire time. We hugged said hi and chatted a bit. I was very social with everybody and had a great time. Through the dinner and the rehearsal we made eye contact a few times.
Fast forwarding to the wedding. After the wedding pictures were done, we sort of sat around waiting for the wedding. We chatted a few times off and on and she seemed to be hanging around me a lot. Then came the interesting conversation. She asked if we could finally be friends again, and I said I thought we already were. She then asked me why I wasn't responding to her voice mail message thing that is an iphone app, which I do not have anymore and never received the messages. I explained that to her which was the truth. Then she brought up the break up and how I went froze her out. I told her that it was something I needed to do to find myself again. I then went on with what I have been planning to tell her if she brings up the break up.
I admitted that I did not treat her well and that I was jealous of her accomplishments at school which was the truth. I would down play her accomplishments at school by turning it into an argument which was terrible but the truth. I told her she didn't deserve that and also said I hope who ever it is you date next doesn't treat you like I did. I finished by saying "All I want is for you to be happy".
She looked surprised and didn't know how to react. We then sat there for a second and started to laugh. It was a great moment. We hung around each other off and on after that. Then there was the dance.
We didn't pay much attention to each other at first and danced with other people. But then I asked her if she wanted to dance and she accepted. We danced with each other the rest of the night and we were really vibing. We were even dancing very close to each other during the slow dances.
After the reception we went back to the hotel. I hung out with some of the friends in another room and then went to my room and went to bed. I had a text from her when I woke up asking if I had a bed to sleep in because there was an extra in her room. Weird eh? I walked by her once that morning and didn't pay any attention to her. I left for my buddy's after that.
She text me a couple hours later asking how I was feeling and if I found my wallet, which I lost the night before. We chatted for a bit and I wished her a safe trip home. She seemed to want the conversation to continue but I ended it after she texted "haha" after I told a joke.
Her actions are telling me that she is still interested in me but she still says things about the break up like it was for the best. Don't know what is going to happen now but she finally knows that I am fine without her. This is becoming a success story to me because I am starting to feel independent again. If nothing happens between us again, I can at least say that this weekend was some good closure. I am interested to see what will happen next.