Re: Oh boy did I mess up
When the police get involved it's definitely done and over with. It's time to let go man! You've now catapulted yourself into stalker status. Stop everything that you're doing to get this girl back and go see a therapist. I'm not saying this to you to be mean--I think you really need help and there is nothing wrong with that. Nobody on this planet is perfect. Get some help man!
“The great mistake is to anticipate the outcome of the engagement; you ought not to be thinking of whether it ends in victory or defeat. Let nature take its course, and your tools will strike at the right moment.” -Bruce Lee