So I have been NC with a girl whom I talked to on and off for the past 2 years. This past year I was friend zoned but still her FWB. Went no contact on and off 2 months ago and now she is in a relationship with another guy. Last night, I was in a horrible car accident in which the car I was in hit a hill at 55mph and flipped. I had a cut up arm and a concussion. The passenger in the car with me was my Ex's roommate. So she calls her up and my Ex and her new boyfriend drive up to the scene. Then my Ex comes over to me to make sure I am ok said yea and limped away to the ambulance where I was checked out by the medics and my roommate drove me home.
I visited her last night when her and her guy were hanging out. I asked her to talk and I appoligized for the jerk I have been to her these two years. I told her that I couldn't forgive myself if I died in that car accident and the last conversation me and her had, was a fight. She told me that she cares about me and just wants me to be happy. She said that she "loves me, but it's in another way." She told me that she couldn't live the same again if I would of died. We talked about our past and how different things would of been if we meet now instead of two years ago (I was away at school, she was living at home). She said that she wants us to get to a point where I can hang out with her and her boyfriend without it being awkward. I told her I couldn't see myself doing that. (Seeing this dude having a better shot at her heart than I did would just kill me you guys.)
She told me our relationship ended from a number of things, mostly "We just got boring, we just got too comfortable with each other" and she said "If we did go out now rather than before, it might of been different."
I told her that i owe it to myself, her, and my friends and family to turn my shyt around and get back to being the fun lovable guy everyone knew me as back when we were dating.
So what gives gentleman? She said we should go see a movie sometime but "It's strictly platonic". Also her and this new guy were all over each other after we talked.
Do I have a chance at getting her back? Her eyes were watery when we talked and I KNOW there has to be a part of her I can still win over. How do I do all this with another dude already there?