It's my fault because its the second time she has done this. The first time though we were bf and gf with one kid. Now she does it again 4 years later being married and with 3 kids. All of them are mine. I was working going to school and interning. I'm trying my hardest to be on the radio. But I f*cked up by begging pleading and trying logic. Nope doesn't work so today I'm starting no contact and Monday I see a lawyer To get my kids back in my life. She wants me to go to her house to be with the kids. Nope not happening especially if that dude has been in my old house. Nope. Well as of right now I want her back. But I hope I get to a point where I can laugh at her when and if she wants me back... ADVICE!!!!