Re: Two months have passed since she DUMPED me. What now?
I'm going to challenge you by saying you're coming from a very low status. You have more value than that! Get over her, the situation isn't worth the pain that you're creating for yourself. Stop being needy, stop being emo, realize the feelings you have are only because you placed her on a pedestal higher than the one you place yourself on and go out and meet new women.
Caveat: Just because I feel a certain way about my journey doesn't mean you should feel the same about yours.
If you can't say that you would rather die than not do it; you don't want it bad enough.