I have a friend girl. First she was my GF 3 years ago. We had no sex. At that time she once left me because of my fault. Then she moved to the other city for studies.
Some time later she wanted to bring our relationship back, because she was sorry for that. She got home and we dated. However after some dates she told me she didn't consider me her BF anymore. So I ended up the relationship.
We hadn't been in touch for a long time ever since, she only kept sending me happy birthday messages on the Internet for those years. Once she asked me to do her a favor - to go through a love psychological test. But I refused saying it was a stupid test. She sarcastically said she'd chosen it according to her mental abilities. I said 'Yes, you have'. At once she deleted me. After that we hadn't met and talked.
But one day I saw her in the street on August 2012 and I just wanted to make her my GF again. So I sent her a message and finally we started communicating.
In the fall I was misdiagnosed about my heart. I was told in a hospital that I got heart cancer, at that time I didn't know it was wrong. I was gonna tell her about it.
On November when she got home for a couple of days we went out together. She invited me home, I got a bottle of wine. At home we started watching a movie I was already gonna get laid when her girlfriend called her and she told me she needed to go. We'd decided to go out the next day but when I called she didn't answer for the whole day. After 3-4 calls she finally answered and kept giggling with her girlfriends during our talk. I could hardly understand what she was saying, it drove me so crazy. Anyway, we met and I told her about my problem since she was the only one I wanted to share it with. She told me she'd never leave me then. Later I tried to take her hand but she refused it. The next day when we met I told her that I felt she didn't consider me a likely BF. She said we'd be friends.
When she was gone we kept communicating on the Internet. It was very annoying because it took so many days for her to answer, even though she read my messages at once I'd sent them. I thought she didn't wanna be in contact with me. One day I send her my favorite music tracks and it turned out she didn't even check them out. I didn't wanna impose on her and wright anymore. Later I found out about my misdiagnosis.
She wrote to me on December 30 saying 'I'll be home tomorrow'. So I answered 'I can see you about 10 p.m'. The next day I was waiting for the answer but I didn't get it. Moreover 2 days later my 2 homeboys came and said they were partying with her and her girlfriends together last night. It hurt me so much. I decided to ignore her forever at once. Recently she wrote 'Happy new year! What you're waiting for? If you don't wanna see me I'm not gonna ask you myself to go out'. I ignored it. The next day she writes again 'I'm sorry. I just went mad.' I also ignored it. Today she's written 'What's wrong with you? Why don't you answer?' I haven't answered. Now I feel that's the way it's gonna stay.
Now I just wanna know if I should do anything and is there any point at all? Just assuming the fact it's been so long now I'd be sorry to end it all up. Is it possible to make her my GF anyway?
Hope someone will read this!
Thanks for every reply!