So I've writen my ex a letter about how her leaving me was the drive I needed to get my act together and figured I would share it with you guys.
Planning on going into her work and giving her it, just being alpha and confident as well.
Firstly, I know what you're thinking. Why did he write me a letter and not just text me? Because I'm a classy motherfucker, that's why!
But seriously, I wanted to say thank you, so much.
Before we met, I wasn't happy for a long time and you messaged me on Facebook and changed that, for the first time in a long time, I cared about something and was happy.
It took losing you for me to completely break and realize that I had to change my ways. For the first day I was so angry at myself at the way I had treated you and everything else in my life. I felt like a pathetic, worthless, bellend. But I realized
that hating myself didn't accomplish anything, so instead I decided that from now on I will work towards bettering myself in every way I can.
I'm gaining weight, getting a sleeve tattoo, been taking way more hours at work and I've even started reading a book! I know, it must sound crazy, me, reading.
But it's all thanks to you and that's why I feel like I owe you and like I let you down. I honestly couldn't wish you anything but happiness and all the best in life. But one thing
I still can't forgive myself for is saying I didn't want you to do a photo shoot with those photographers. Looking back now it was selfish and childish of me.
(Exs name here), you are a beautiful young women, you would make such a good model. I held you back, and I hate that cause I know you'd of enjoyed doing it and the shoot would have looked amazing.
I'm so sorry for that, if I could go back in time I wouldn't change a thing though because it's a lesson that I had to learn. But I would punch myself in the dick for being such a giant douche.
What I'm trying to say (ex's name here) is that you are a great, na fuck that, amazing girl with so much to offer. You're smart, funny and beautiful, the tripple threat!
You deserve to be happy, you deserve better than what I was. Just know that no matter what, I'm always here for you to support you, as your friend, the way i should have been to begin with.
Again, thank you, you made me a better person and I will always be grateful for that, weather we remain friends or not.
P.s If you hadn't already guessed I didn't come in for cookies
P.p.s I sprayed the page with boss for you