Yes its true, i was totally a beta over there, i did something i have never done in my life. But anyway, she left her earrings in here, i called her and i said her that i should give her. She denied to come to my place so i went hers, she came downstairs and we made a conversation, i said "i am sorry what i did last night, i was a little bit drunk and thats why i was an asshole. But after yesterday i also dont want to be together".She said "I dont care how you feel and i dont want you in my life anymore." (Btw i realized that she blocked me on facebook because her bf said so)" And I said "dont worry i wont be in your life anymore, i wont call or send any SMS to you and i wont bother you. Just thanks for everything, it was nice, and i will always be there if you need me. By" and i turned back and went, she just said "Thanks" after that.
Fucking stupid situation, right now i know that i shouldnt call her and i wont but i dont know what to do after today. Some of you guys may say "Fuck her find someone else" but i somehow have to get her back. It doesnt matter how long it takes. I just need a good plan a step by step method.