I haven't been able to get any love on here, I get my story's too long and complicated. if anyone really wants to read it its in some other posts. After a complicated breakup, I sent her an email saying that I missed her, that I knew that after what had happened things weren't the same, the situation had too much pressure and neither one of us was really ready to go all in on saving it, that I wasn't myself, and I apologized for some things that I said that probably made her feel bad.
She texted me saying that she thought it was best for us not to continue in contact for now. but she did say she didn't have any problem talking face to face. interpretations of this? is it worth meeting in person to try to salvage something? I initially said that I felt like I had said everything in the email, and that if she ever wanted to talk now or in the future I would find the time to do it. i feel like I'm going crazy here, I shouldn't still be stuck on her, but I am, its been about a month since the complete breakup, i have been flirting with some other girls and have kissed two, but I still can't stop thinking about and wanting her. Should I wait for her to do something or try to set up a meeting myself?