So about a week ago me and my LTR (we were serious talked about moving in) broke up this is like the third time (I'm sure the other times were just for the drama) the whole thing was a complete mess, I don't even know where to start. Anyway so I went no contact for a few days I ended up having to break contact with her to tell her that the the videos we made (she's a cam girl we made some porn and sold them on the internet) had been posted to a free site, she said she had just found out herself. We spoke that night on the phone about stuff and she cried alot. Then a few days later we spoke again but she said she was drunk that night and she has no more feelings for me and tells me that we are completely done. She tells me she is happier now because her flatmates are talking to her inviting her places but that's just because they never liked me and in someways they caused problems for us as every time she would mention my name they would frown at her.
Everytime I bring our relationship up she doesn't want to know she only cares about the videos and when she doesn't bring it up she just tell me how I farked it up and that she doesn't really want to ever talk to me again (so I think maybe no contact for more damage control?). She blocked me on facebook as she said she didn't want to see me move on. She's tried to make me jealous by saying that in 4 days her boobs got bigger abs flatter and other pointless stuff.
I do want to get back with her, as I know what I did wrong and how to improve myself. But I'm not sure how to go about it. I think no contact but obviously we have the video thing etc
I don't want to move on as she is a really great girl she is a little bit unstable, she was sexually assaulted at one point we were together and I stuck by her, I invested alot in to our relationship especially around that time.
What do I do next? Go back no contact?