Hi guys..i ll make it short ..6 months ago i start chatting on twitter with this girl and after a month we went out for a drink.All went well(i was cocky an funny and that stuff).She really liked me and told her friends about it.During the summer i bumped into some financial difficulties and start losing my confidense.She was very supportive and even paid for my drinks and (you get the idea)
I was slowly decline into depression cause of the money issue.
Our sex life was going downhill i didnt even want to have sex with her and when i tried i couldn turn on(you get the idea...again)
She told me that she feels that she couldnt turned me on but i declined the fact saying that it all comes from my state of mind.
I was getting too clingy depandable,jealous and all that 'B' stuff.
The last two weeks before the break she was distand, refusing to talk about the future etc..The last week i got her reading a message and when i asked about it she refused to tell saying in a rather frustrated way that she loved me and when i insested she got a little angry..
The same week she broke up with me saying by the phone that 'we have to talk' i decline and then she told me that she didnt feel the same way..i then said 'ok the end' in an angry manner and hang up the phone.
Her friends told me that she looked not ok and convisted me to call her one week after the break up .she told me that she started to fell this way 2 months prior the break up and gradually losing 'that feeling'
i explained why i was like this and she replied that she couldnt support me anymore because i drag her down too..I except her view on things and adviced her not to go on her ex, that treated her badly but to find someone new..i also told her that i was going to block her from fb and twitter..she understood it and agreed.
i had NC for 17 days after our last call.I
texted her cause my nephew was going to visit the theater she works, to see a show.I told her to take care of him and add 'miss you little brat'.she texted back that she even considering give him autographs from the actors.. i replied to call me when she gets home to tell her about a thing that she will make her happy.She did call me i didnt answer and called her back 2 hours later to tell that i got the job i was after and that i feel like a man again.i acted happy but kept the phone long..(my fault..)finnaly i told her to have a drink at the weekend..
The same day i unblocked her from fb.I DIDNT call her.Insted a went out with some friends of mine (female)and have a good time at a club..i posted my pics on fb along with other pics from a tennis lesson(i started tennis lessons after the break up)with some girls..
that is yesterday..if you want me to clarify something for you i will ..!!!WHAT TO DO NEXT???PLEASE HELP..!!