i would keep the story as short as possible..
I have been dating this girl for the past 2 years .. We started off as friend's with benefits as her ex was a jerk and she was totally into him .. slowly we started getting very close and she asked me out.. i also loved her.. She started taking night outs then her father was posted somewhere else and she started living alone ..
so we would be together all the time .. everything was always perfect and she was totally madly in love with me and i always used to keep her on the edge .. From inside i always loved her but always used to take her for granted ..
After two years of perfect relationship .. She had to move to some other city for her masters .. I have this weird thing for long distance .. i wanted to fark around but didnt wanna cheat her .. so i randomly broke up with her for a month and she was all in tears .. would call me message me i never gave any response .. When she came back for holidays things got fine i used to miss her and kind of realised her importance .. When she came back she told me that she made out with some other guy in her college and started crying and feeling guilty about it .. i was fine took it with an open mind .. but she would not stop talking to him even after i insisted on it so many times .. which lead to a lot of fights, break ups patchups .. and finally she had to go back to her college .. She now started telling me to be friends and started asking for time as according to her she couldnt get over the fact that i left her ..
Now i started losing my head and started missing her too much and tried to hard to fix things up .. started acting like a total AFC .. I would cry, beg, etc on phone to get her back .. Then i tried the no contact method too.. nothing was working out instead she started acting bitchy to me.. Then i thought of giving her a surprise so called a friend of hers in college from whom i got to know she slept with that same guy ..
I confronted like a loser said its over ..
she kept holding on to me and its been 20 days and still she is giving mixed signals ..
she doesn't let me keep the phone down, says i love u before keeping the phone down.. but on the getting back topic she has been asking me to take baby steps ..
and is still not stopping herself from meeting or talking to that guy ..
Now she is coming for a week to my city after which she would be back for the next four months ..
What should i do .. should i not meet her.. should i stop contacting ..
or should i meet her for these 5 days and then stop contacting coz she hasnt seen me since the last 2 months ..
Its very complicated .. being in the same city i would have still managed but she staying in a different city plus that guy being in her college i'm unable to do anything about it ..