Backstory: i would not consider myself a beta, i know how girls think usually, but in this instance, she completely changed what i thought i knew.
About 3 months ago, i met a beautiful girl studying architecture by luck. We hit if off so well- similar music interests, both into art and fashion, she was exactly what i had been waiting for. I am an Uni student, and i am stuck in a social circle where ALL everyone does is: study, party, and repeat. It extremely frustrates me, for them there is nothing else to live. This girl was exactly like me- there was more to life than getting fucked up. The little things- nature strolls, artwork, she was perfect.
Within 2 weeks of knowing each other, she was already holding my hand in public, and acting extremely affectionate. It was going so well- my friends encouraged me to ask her out officially in a few weeks time, and i agreed. Life was peaking, and it seemed right.