So I broke up with my girlfriend of three months last night. I kind of expected it although it still hurts. I want you guys to tell me if I acted beta or alpha or what, and try to translate what she said to me from womanese to plain old English.
Her: To be perfectly honest, I want us to break up.
Her: Do you wanna talk?
Me: At this point it even doesn't matter, it's over
Her: I love you and I want what's best for each of us. I can't accept your dark side, that is a part of you and I don't like what it believes or how it acts
Her: You need to deal with that
Me: Whatever lady, if that makes you feel better
Her: Okay, keep hiding, that's been working real well
Me: To dismiss someone you apparently love is much darker than anything I would have done to you
Her: I need to be true to myself and do what's best for me. I do love you and I think you need this too to realize you need to change as well
Me: goodbye (her name)
Her: Goodbye Mr. Booboo
And that's it. Tell me what you think please. Was this an alpha exit, a beta one, or what? I think she has found another guy that she likes because she told me that she was talking to someone and I said it bothered me and I didn't want her to talk to him anymore. She said she wouldn't but I read their text convo, and she said she would call him back. Apparently they used to date and have sex, so I think she is with him now.
Feels weird because I didn't beta backslide too hard at all, I caught myself and re upped the alpha I thought. Maybe I was wrong.