I've been on and off with this girl I've been seeing for eight months,
To make it short. We broke up sometime in June because she still had "feelings" for her ex and she cheated on me. I wanted to get back at her and I slept with another girl while we were broken up.
I told her what I did before we got back together and she's justifying her actions as less consequential than what I did because she slept with her ex, the person she used to love.
while I slept with a stranger, blah blah blah
She's been hot/cold about messaging me and whenever we hangout she's either absent-minded or tunnel vision on me.
I went NC for a week straight but gave into the fire and went with it.
I'm starting to feel hollow and empty.
Please send help.