Same boat my friend (: its not easy getting over someone unless you weren't Invested (A lot)Yea I sent a couple of text since last night with no response and gave her a call. Went to vmail after 3 rings like she did it on purpose...feel like I'm blowing up her phone so I'm not going to send another today. Before I went to bed I sent a text that said I was glad that she opened up to me at lunch and appreciated she put her guard down. I did something debatable though and I'm thinking this was a bad call. I pretty much said that I didn't ask if she even wanted me to pursue more than a friendship and if not then I would back away and not force it on her if her heart isn't in it. I tried to do that whole "fear of loss" thing. If anything maybe it gave her something to think about. IDK...bad call maybe? Maybe it sounded too needy?
Ugh for anyone else reading this...guys think twice about going back with your girl. I feel like I'm back to feeling the anxiety and angst as before. Life would've been simpler but damnit I'm a junkie for those endorphines. I wish there was a drug you can just take to erase someone from your feelings.