yeah she came along.
fun fact that it was basicly my social circle and...since 2 months (or even more) i had a truly amazing time and even when she was there. im proud of myself since i wasnt needy, i wasnt a dick to her...yeah ofcourse it was a bit awkward because i was basicly the middle of the set almost trough the whole night and she seemed she tried to be cold but in the end she looked so confused about that im happy basicly and that her presence doesnt affect me at all. and i was suprised about this aswell
we engaged a few times, just minor stuffs, she asked me to hand over her coat and we clinked glasses once but thats it, she tried to keep distance and she talked to others about sex and guys so i could hear it clearly.
in the end i had a great time and im so happy that a situation like this couldnt drain my energy and my emotional state anymore. oh and a week before i had a fight with her girlfriend(who i banged a year ago) and i settled everything with her, she even apologized about her behavior and we had a great time together aswell.
feels like im coming back or starting to be an even better person. funny that a break up evolves someones personality basicly