Here is my story: There is a HB7 who I have been known for 10 years, she lives a thousand miles away, so I never considered gaming her. I was happily friendzoned until she recently moved to my place for two months. Watching movies together, cuddling, drinking, talking about other girls, she gave me some ioi's, like let me touch her bum just to see if it fits into my hand... so I slowly started to think about her differently, then I could not control it and developed very strong feelings towards her. She got a job offer back in her home town, so she decided to move back. Since I recently lost my sister, I got so confused I did not want to loose her too. I went full loser, and confessed her that I have feelings for her, but want to save our friendship too. I know. I doulbe-friendzoned myself. This is not the only mistake I made, bare with me. As I stated before, when she moved in, I did not consider her as someone I should hit on. I had a casual over a couple of times, went really wild with her, although she (my friend) was in the next room. Then, when I gave her a lift to the airport, she showed IOI's again, so I went for the kiss. Nice romantic one, no tongue, not too long.
Then after she went back, I was confused as f, and asked her in an email if she felt something too or it was just me. She replied: "I always thought about you as a friend". Later on I posted a very emo stuff on a social media site, about my grief loosing my sister. She sent me a message that she "would give me a hug right now". I tried to let things settle a bit, then could not resist to show my affection by sending her a love quote. She replied: "it's nice". Then, to save any dignity left, I sent: "I understand you. I realised that we won't have a more intimate connection in this life. I will not bother you with this any more."
To sum up: I sucked, screwed up, got oneitis, am hurt, dying inside.
And the worst of all, I am here to work out a better strategy. I am exercising, trying to improve myself, will sarging to improve my game, but only because I want her. I still believe that it can be done. Maybe with a couple of moths of ignoring her, or acting like nothing happened, or... I don't know, but I am here for your help. Yes, as I stated above; I am aware that I went beta, and she is probably not attracted to me now. But wouldn't it be rewarding tackling this impossible mission? Wouldn't it be a true testament of the fact that the Game works?
I appreciate your honest and helpful advice.