this happened: we hanged out together all alone. she was calling our friends and some friends and i was doing damage control with a MILF i have and trying to lure another girl. i think ive failed in one area. Ive been a pussy. A farking pussy. Ive been like this guy that is nice with good lines
all because the day we had the first date i found her beautiful and i liked her more than i want to. so ive become this pussy guy that is too nice to her and that she can use like a farking towel then throw me away. i feel like sh1t.
i feel like i will have to learn to control my feelings and give them all the same treatment.
so what happened, we danced for a while, like i said before reggaeton is a very sexual dance, somehow when i grabbed her hand she was the one that let go of me after we walked thru the people. then she was moody and sh1t because she was tired but then all of the sudden she comes with this curveballs that leave me with my jaw opened. for instance:
she was using my laptop on facebook. she updated her profile with, @ "town" and said to me oh at your house and i said hey if you do that i will make a lot of people jealous and you will lose some guys. she immediately went on it and posted it @ town in Prjavs house waiting to go to work.
another was out of nowhere: hey are you going to take me to my work, then pick me up and we can hangout from there.
then offered her a nice trip together to a cave and some nice sh1t and she was like YES is most likely unless my parents start bitching.
i also passed my hand on her shoulder and she pull it away a little and i could notice that she didnt wanted.
so shes in the army, it could be a Bitch Shield. I dont know, im gonna try to pick something else on the way. who knows what will happen in this crazy world of pick up.