Failed to f-close just minutes ago, so I figured I'd submit the details to you guys and see if I can't procure a proper remedy.
Target is HB8.5 with boyfriend. We hung out with my roommates and some other girls from my dorm hall playing video games for a while. I was running a little bit of a freezeout initially, then cuddled her for a couple mins to a scary video game, then back to freezeout behavior.
I actually goofed here b/c I got up and said I needed a couple mins, entered my room, turned on a playlist and shut my door. She actually left during the 15 mins I was in my room.
I texted her "left w/out goodbye! eff you :P" she responded that I was distant, but then added "do you want me to come back? lol." My response: "yes but you have to crawl through my bedroom window if you have the guts." This worked, and she did.
She began with the "I'm a good girl routine," and I pretty much said "I'm a bad boy." I told her she better not trust me to not seduce her, and proceeded to engage her in fun, lighthearted conversation while escalating kino. I drew her into bringing up sex, I got her talking about specific feelings and fantasies, she starts pushing up on it, I'm running my hand up and down her belly, over her panties, no resistance until I slip my fingers in.
She reminds me of the BF, I tell her its cool, go freezeout, switch to comfort building and rapport, back to Kino Escalation then she says "when you invited me here, what was your intention?" I say I'm honest, so it was for a massage. If anything else happened, then I was gonna let it happen." She was soon biting on my bicep and shoulder, I was kissing her neck and pulling her hair, then, she puts my hand on her tummy, I slide it down, and she rolls over. Another "I cant, I feel so bad if I do anything wrong."
I tell her breaking the rules is good, and she should just do what she feels. This only led to more BF talk so I continued with BF destroyer.
Any help is appreciated. I know this is a lot of info, but maybe not the right info you guys need in order to properly advise me. So just tell me what you need to know for a strategy suggestion and I'll give it to you.