My new agenda. Granted I have been called a million nicknames but this Summer I found some of the best. A 10 from the Bar called me a Star Prince who lights her Umbrella on fire. She was a low hanging fruit ready for some hot action. But because this was my first time trying out the "hookup method" I developed and becoming more sexual I had no idea it would go over so profoundly well on such a high quality gal. But because I was not ready to pounce she slept with and got with someone else literally two days after she said that.
The first time I called her she sprung that on me so I should have went for it. But it was just a study to see if it worked. So since it worked I decided to continually deploy it. This creates a bit of low hanging fruit so to speak. I am off the bat starting with lighthearted intentions. This is why my texting game has gone platinum on the girls I really like. The truth is I could have it if I wanted but for some reason I love waiting. Girls repeatedly throw themselves at me and then reject me when I turn them down or don't get in heat. So really if I wanted to I could step it up but I choose not to. Because I like The Game of not knowing and the challenge of wanting what I can't have.
Maybe I'll come to that point I don't know. In the end I have discovered that the hookup mentality is here to stay for a while. Becoming the Prince Charming every girl is looking for online is a bit dull but I have made a plan for that too. But it will take me about 3 years. No matter how good looking they are I always find a way to rationalize some better situation with someone else. So I'll just stop worrying and go back to getting a GF like a hang out GF not a serious one. I have a non-serious GF right now and again imagining some better situation out there. The Game has brought me to be less committal for good reason. Either way I am re-organizing my ideals and in a short while I can move onto the next level. But for now learning to get laid is my sticking point so I am going to focus solely on that through a low hanging fruit agenda.